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Day 117: Obsession = Success

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Sometimes obsession with something is needed, for example to learn something.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that commiting to study something is the first step to being successful I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that obsessing about something I am studying is a way to become successful at it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I become obsessed with something that I want to study I won't become successful at it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the practicality of becoming obsessed about a subject I want to study I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the solution of becoming obsessesd with something to become good at it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is nothing...
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Day 116: Self First

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have more views in the blog I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that not everybody wants to keep up with the blog I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to write the blogs for myself and not for others I forgive myself that I have acepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am more important than however many views the blog gets at this moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge as difficult to write a blog instead of seeing it is from the mind I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am prioritary I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't change its of not use to try to make people and things change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see,...
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Day 115: Being Myself Forever

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 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am perfect the way I am as who I really am I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the parts of me that are not who I really am don't define me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I don't have to be hard on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe who I really am is something that will come later instead of seeing that it is here as me in every moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how awesome I am I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself down I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am already my best version that I can be within what I have been able to achieve/attain I ...
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Day 114: Wanting to Help

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 Sometimes I want to help others, and it is fine but I have to assess if I can because sometimes helping people comes from a point of ego/being superior/being a savior and furthermore I can't afford to help them. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the ego design of being a savior I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that first and foremost I have to help myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in a superior point than others and want to help them from that standing point I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not assess if I can afford to help people before I do I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not assess if helping someone will be counterproductive to their process/path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that sometimes helping means not helping someone I forgive ...
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Day 113: All for Nothing?

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Yesterday I was almost run over by a car, in fact I was hit at low speed on my left arm, which folded the right rear view mirror. I was going somewhere I didn't want to go to.  It made me think  - do I want to die like this, or change? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am the directive principle of my life - and that unless I direct change I will not get to any desired goal I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have desires I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that in life I have to know what it is I want to experience and walk towards it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I decide who I want to be - I will not be who I want to be I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see t...
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Day 112: All One

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 Sometimes I think I am alone then I see it is AllOne. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is fine to be alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to do what I see I have to do, wether alone or in company I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am never truly alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not enjoy my own company I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I don't enjoy my own company I won't be able to enjoy being with someone else I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be grateful for having myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I ...
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Day 111: Piggy Ridin'

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  There is a story about a man that dies and goes to heaven, looking back at his life he could see that the periods where it had been most difficult in his life there were only the footprints of one person, while the other times there was two pair of footprints, one from the guy and another form Jesus by his side.  How is it so? The guy asked. - That you left me at my most difficult times? To which Jesus replied 'because during the most different times I was carrying you'. I am not Jesus and do not believe in cristianity but the story is cool, while at the same time a reminder to not take too much on me, for example, but letting others take responsibility for themselves I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to carry others instead of carrying myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I need to help myself and should not be giving my power away I forgive myself that I have accepted and allo...
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