Ruben Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I end at death I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe who I really am is finite I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in theories I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the practicality of life on Earth I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe Earth’s ‘limitations’ are so in fact I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in limitation there is freedom paradoxically I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am free to express myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am not free from consequence I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush through life like someone that rushes through a task I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bel...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I end at death I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to kill myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to kill myself figuratively every day I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not express I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be famous even at death I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to make a dent in history I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that dead people is rotten meat I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that judgement is lie I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that everything is what is I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have no shame I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fantasize with suicide every time life becomes difficult or boring I...