Ruben Journey to Life

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as fake I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being fake forever I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I fear being fake I will end up being fake I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand that I am made of the same substance as everyone else I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am worth it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am equal to G I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am inferior to G I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not different than G I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear G I f...

  Changing my starting point of participation in this world, from wanting to have as many 'pleasurable' experiences as I can to instead utilize my participation to grow, expand and change, utilizing my experience to discover myself, purify myself as I correct my mind and my living to what is Best for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in life with the starting point of consumerism 'feel good' - wanting to accumulate good experiences instead of principled living I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with hedonism and self interest I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with addictions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to timeloop in my addictions such as porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the gravity of the situation where every day I don't stand up for myself is a day ...