Ruben Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a secret agenda of survival instead of standing up for Equality unconditionally  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that life is simple when I commit to do what is Best for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in behaviors that are not Best for Me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the very thing I resist is what I should do I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for energy every time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in thinking I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I can stop my thoughts I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I walk the practical application of Self Forgiveness I will not change I forgive myself that I have accepted and...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapping myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can be trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapped by my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am a convict of my own convictions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am free I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my only freedom is to choose what is Best for All every time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that none is free until All are free I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be famous I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only by being famous others will listen to me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be heard by everyone else I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am fine without anyones attention I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I am fine by myself alone then I don't need anyones' attention I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be recognized I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  not recognize myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abandon myself I forgive myself that I have accep...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect feedback from my process of change instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that it takes time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have patience with myself in the 7 year Journey to Life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect everything around me to change when I change instead of seeing that I am the one that has to affect change/act differently if I want something to change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense that I need to do something different or something at all to make change happen  I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the common sense of 'if I do what I have always done I will get the same result' I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to change when I change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the...

Already going - and we are on day 2 - already going into Ego. Superiority. Bullshit.  The whole point of the process to Life is to become One and Equal - Oneness and Equality on Earth. Second day, becoming confident and cocky, instead of seeing, realising and understanding that I have to be alert, watchful as nothing is guaranteed in this world and maybe - maybe - I will not get to live long enough to make it in this life. But I will leave this blogs, and writings, and interviews/vlogs. Confidence is not bad but feeling superior to others is, more than 'bad' is that is Separation. If I believe I am better I am saying that the other person is Less - and this is simply not true. A being that crossed over and lived a point that he died without transcending, and then shared it on EQAFE.com as a Life review, I take my hat off for him/her. But in my great 'becoming' I saw myself as superior, big mistake. We are all One and Equal as Life as who we really are in Oneness and Equ...

As explained by Bernard Poolman from Desteni, 1 day here on Earth is a thousand years in the Afterlife. This means that if I were to die now, I would have to walk a process of thousands upon thousands of years in the Dimensions and yet the certainty of becoming Life would be very meager and slim. I have an opportunity here, in the physical, what are 60 years or a lifetime compared with thousands upon thousands of years of process. We live as if nothing happened - but at death, the only realization that we will have is that all our Earthy life was an illusion or completely a lie. I don't want to have to go the long way, long, long, long way. I will walk a process of 7 to 14 years here on Earth, into nothingness and then create myself in the image and Likeness of Life itself. Walk with me, start a blog or read what I post to be up to date with my process, this I do also for myself to leave something behind in case that I don't make it, which is always a real possibility. There is...