Ruben Journey to Life

I can ask to you, why are you participating in wars? But then I watch inside of myself and I see that I also participate in wars within my mind and many times comit despicable acts that no one sees. The wars stop within oneself first, as real wars are but the materialization of our mind participation where we are spiteful beyond belief, and commit aggression daily. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for participating in wars instead of seeing my responsibility of stopping all wars and conflict within myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must end within myself all that I see outside of myself that is not best for all I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the best gift I can gift to everyone else an the world is the best me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to walk the talk in perfecting myself to show everyone = it is possibl...

  Changing my starting point of participation in this world, from wanting to have as many 'pleasurable' experiences as I can to instead utilize my participation to grow, expand and change, utilizing my experience to discover myself, purify myself as I correct my mind and my living to what is Best for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in life with the starting point of consumerism 'feel good' - wanting to accumulate good experiences instead of principled living I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with hedonism and self interest I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with addictions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to timeloop in my addictions such as porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the gravity of the situation where every day I don't stand up for myself is a day ...