Ruben Journey to Life

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am perfect the way I am as who I really am I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the parts of me that are not who I really am don't define me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I don't have to be hard on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe who I really am is something that will come later instead of seeing that it is here as me in every moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how awesome I am I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself down I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am already my best version that I can be within what I have been able to achieve/attain I ...

 There are billions who live lives of untold suffering and pain currently, who would do anything to be in my shoes or of those in 'first world countries'. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the gift of life I have been given I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up even when I have everything I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the billions that suffer whenever I want to give up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the extent of luck I have had I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I were unfortunate like billions of people are, I would like for those that are able to = to stand up for themselves to change the world I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to argue for my limitations I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let feelings o...

Liam Payne passed away recently, here is some self forgiveness that could have helped.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I don't have a solution I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not ask for help I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can fight my demons on my own without help I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the dark always wins over the light when issues are unresolved I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take drugs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the final decision to end my life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that suicide is never the solution I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am not alone I ...