Day 19: Judge Not
Who am I to say that it is a bad day? Well, if something doesn't come out the way I want I can say that it has been 'a bad day' but the problem is, to begin with, in wanting things to come out in a certain way. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want things to come out a certain way instead of unconditionally accepting reality I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it is not about not doing anything to create my reality but in doing to my utmost degree and then accept whatever outcome there is - and keep pushing for change that is best for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize fear of change in self interest to keep participating in activities that are pleasurable but not supportive or downright abuse such as watching porn. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I change I will become homeless, in self interest, to not have to stop abusing watching...