Ruben Journey to Life

Imagine T. Edison stopped when 100 prototypes of the light bulb failed, or your father doubted and didn't approach your mother - or vice versa, and the list goes on - Failing to act is the sure way to fail while success is inevitable in action - eventually. Relentless is the word. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hype myself to only go into a negative later I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that depression is an attempt to control my environment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is something that I want that I perceive I can't have when I get depressed I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enjoy the hype energy instead of simply walking the commitments I make I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to stop writing - instead of seeing, relizing and understanding that I will not give up until I stand I for...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop harmful behavior I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I have to stop my old self before the new self can emerge I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be stubborn in not stopping harmful behavior I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have limited time, and there is the very possibility that I don't make it this life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the vicious circle of not stopping 'because I didn't stop before' which does not make sense I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remind myself that there is another me on the other side of stopping my old self I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to stop the old me in every moment of breath until the old me is no more I forgive myself that I have accepted and a...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allwed myself to forget to live life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that addiction is not life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should avoid addiction and enjoy things that I truly enjoy instead I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I enjoy addiction I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't really enjoy addiction I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I enjoy other things way more than addiction I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that addictions are not satisfying I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that addiction is not enjoyable I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not release myself from addiction for...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for watching porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am better than watching porn I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that porn is self abuse I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to control myself I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to breathe whenever I crave porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am the porn craving/craver instead of seeing, realizing and  understanding that it is the mind that wants it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand all the abuse that goes within the porn industry I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am capable ...