Ruben Journey to Life

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the desire and urge to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not respect myself in watching porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I feed my addiction with every use I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can stay without porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take a definitive decision to stop porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand I can stop porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe porn is stronger than me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put the excuse that I don't have a girlfriend to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not believe in myself  I forgi...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to masturbate to porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go back to watching porn every time I stop I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the obvious abuse that is porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am supporting abuse in participating in porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put as an excuse to watch porn that 'I don't have a girlfriend' I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that porn makes me less likely to be attractive to females I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use porn as opium to procrastinate and not do anything else I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not ...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for watching porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am better than watching porn I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that porn is self abuse I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to control myself I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to breathe whenever I crave porn I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am the porn craving/craver instead of seeing, realizing and  understanding that it is the mind that wants it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand all the abuse that goes within the porn industry I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am capable ...