Ruben Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have more views in the blog I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that not everybody wants to keep up with the blog I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to write the blogs for myself and not for others I forgive myself that I have acepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am more important than however many views the blog gets at this moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge as difficult to write a blog instead of seeing it is from the mind I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am prioritary I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't change its of not use to try to make people and things change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see,...

 Sometimes I think I am alone then I see it is AllOne. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is fine to be alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to do what I see I have to do, wether alone or in company I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am never truly alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not enjoy my own company I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I don't enjoy my own company I won't be able to enjoy being with someone else I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be grateful for having myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I ...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not apply simple self-forgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I don't deserve to be forgiven by myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek forgiveness outside of myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is no forgiveness - only self-forgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that my self-forgiveness will become more effective with time and practice I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear forgiving myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can only save myself - not others I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that whatever I resist - I must...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend I dont know what I am doing I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend I dont have self honesty I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend I dont know what is going on I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be self honest at all times I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can see self dishonesty at all times I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can be self honest at all times I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can act consequentially to my self honesty at all times I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'fear' acting consequentially to my self honesty I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see there is nothing to fear to acting consequentially to my self honesty I commit myself ...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am never alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to take shortcuts I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is difficult to stand up for myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to practically change myself and not try to change the world I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need masturbation I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't direct myself I will live out a preprogrammed life I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist writing I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to avoid writing I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I support myself no one will do it for me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I decide what happens to me ultimately I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in a way the world is in my hands I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to shun responsibility for myself and this reality I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot change my reality or that of this world I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am created in the image and likeness of G...