Day 116: Self First


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have more views in the blog

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that not everybody wants to keep up with the blog

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to write the blogs for myself and not for others

I forgive myself that I have acepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am more important than however many views the blog gets at this moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge as difficult to write a blog instead of seeing it is from the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am prioritary

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't change its of not use to try to make people and things change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am in the process of change and should not judge myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let 'what I do/done' dictate the definition I have about myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am what I do, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that is not true

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself no one will

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I can stand up for myself I should, and no one will help me because I can do it and it would be diminishing myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot stand up for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that any internal limitation is an ilusion 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe 'I cannot make it in this world' instead of seeing realizing and understanding that I am doing it already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted an allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is no point of self-sabotage that can make me not have to face myself eventually.

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