Day 100: Blank Slate


Every time I start a blog it is obviously blank - this means I am the creator. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up my self-responsibility as a creator and co-creator of this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up responsibility for creating myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that all the things I don't like about myself = I have created - thus I can change them

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I change - nothing of me will change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist change, in self interest and wanting to win as ego

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I came into this world as a blank slate - and I can revert again to a blank slate through self-forgiveness and self honesty and practical application

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that once I am a blank slate again I can re-write myself to what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept less than what is best in myself and others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am my creator in fact

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is a lot of generational programming but I accepted it at some point and have to forgive myself for it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I make the work of getting back to nothingness and then rebuild myself again as what is Best for All - there is no hope

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope instead of making sure practically of things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must succeed in walking my Journey to Life, by walking it practically day by day

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the responsibility of writing daily - as some will stand or fall if I stand or fall

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that life changes can be like a domino, where the change is communicated forward

I commit myself to write daily in my Journey to Life

I commit myself to remind myself of the importance of self-honesty and daily writing, whereas I write if I can and not if I can't

I commit myself to remind myself that I will build resolve as I walk this Journey to Life

I commit myself to be an example of what is possible in this world and reality

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