Ruben Journey to Life

 There are billions who live lives of untold suffering and pain currently, who would do anything to be in my shoes or of those in 'first world countries'. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the gift of life I have been given I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up even when I have everything I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the billions that suffer whenever I want to give up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the extent of luck I have had I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I were unfortunate like billions of people are, I would like for those that are able to = to stand up for themselves to change the world I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to argue for my limitations I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let feelings o...

 If you are not getting what you would like to get and see no way of getting it, it is easy to become depressed. Depression is mismanaged pression because you are not directing the pressure towards what you would like so that you are not depressed. Find out what you want to get and walk towards it making sure it is within what is best for all. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to make money but not seeing a way to make it other than a job. I forgive myself that I have accetped and allowed myself to not see that there are more ways to making money than a job. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to look my best to get employed instead of seeing that I can offer the best product to get bought and make business that way. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I can offer an offer or service in exchange for money too other than simply a manual labor. I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in depression I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  believe depression is real I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am strength I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am capable of forgiving myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe depression is stronger than me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe depression is stronger than me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe depression can have power over me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have power over what I experience I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am inferior only over what I believe I am ...