76: Depression is Mismanaged Pression

 If you are not getting what you would like to get and see no way of getting it, it is easy to become depressed. Depression is mismanaged pression because you are not directing the pressure towards what you would like so that you are not depressed. Find out what you want to get and walk towards it making sure it is within what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to make money but not seeing a way to make it other than a job.

I forgive myself that I have accetped and allowed myself to not see that there are more ways to making money than a job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to look my best to get employed instead of seeing that I can offer the best product to get bought and make business that way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I can offer an offer or service in exchange for money too other than simply a manual labor.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can offer services other than manual labor.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that value is value and I can show it in whatever I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can create value in whatever I do such as learning or offering a service, I am creating or selling the value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand  that I can create value in everything I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is no difference between the time spent working and so called free time as every time can be used to improve self and give value to self and others later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the con of free time and working time, as every time can be used to better self even if it not formally working such as learning or simply being virtuous

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the con that only companies can hire me, as I can provide value to companies and get payed by them in this way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the con of companies and division of working and free time as it creates a polarity whereas instead seeing all time  as an opportunity to better myself is closer to reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my depression is due of not having skill that I can market 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live without any life skill that I can market by myself, for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely in my physical body unskilled labor to live

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for relying on my physical body to live when I didnt know better

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rely in my physical body to do unskilled labor to live

I commit myself to learn a skill for myself in order to live out of my brain and not my body only


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