Day 17: Rap Won't Bring Change



Only self change can bring world change, but that don't have to stop you from doing rap. It is not what I do but who I am within it.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that who I am is what determines the outcome of my life and not what I do 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that not a particular activity can bring world change such as singing for example, but the collective/group can bring about change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to change the world with doing a specific art form instead of realizing that I have to myself change for outer change to be possible

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to 'save the world' with art

I forigive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I cannot save anything or anyone but myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that to have a beautiful world I must have a beautiful me first

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the world is a reflection of humans at large

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in wars within myself and thus manifest it in the collective

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I don't have to put the weigh of the world on my shoulders at it will only squash me and squander my opportunity to make a difference in myself first  and then it will naturally flow to the collective by example

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I owe something to someone instead of seeing, realising and understanding that I have/can gift myself the gift of Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not here to please anything or anyone but to support Life as myself

I forgive myself thtat I have accepted and allowed myself to believe world change will occur by an action, while non-action as described by Lao Tzu in his book Tao Te Ching is what makes the wolrd spin

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to make a rap record that will change the world

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it is who I am, not what I do, that counts in this reality

I commit myself to remind myself to take into consideration all other Life in every moment of breath

I commit myself to remind myself that I am Life in support of all other Life

I commit myself to support myself to in fact become Life myself so I can help all other Life

I commit myself to slow down whenever I see I want to 'change the world'

I commit myself to remind myself that changing the wolrd by myself only is impossible, as change has to come through the group.


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