Ruben Journey to Life

Not expecting to get everything but to give. In giving there is joy, ultimately making sure that everyone on Earth is provided for, for all their life. Providing to yourself as well, giving yourself in for-giving yourself so that you can stand up for All Life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not forgive myself  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not change myself so that I am able to give to All Equally in an Equal Money System I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself down in apathy I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the repercussion in not moving myself for myself and for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget how much joy there is in giving I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget to give in order to recieve, one and equal I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must change ...

 I had a dream that consisted of a lot of peple whom I know preparing for war, a lot came but they despised me, I told them of a way to avoid the battle by simply going away, but I escaped alone. After a while they found me, who found me is a good question, it wasn't the 'bad guys' directly, it is like the law, the 'law' never gets you directly, first you deal with police, then with prison workers etc. I interpret the dream as: There is a battle that is ahead of all of us, and I am trying shortcuts and tricks to avoid it while everyone else is facing it head on, I will be found and 'dealt with' accordingly for not working/doing my part in this battle 'head on' as there is nowhere to hide. Within hiding there was  a point where I was being spiteful to everyone else. So doing my best every day from now on is the best I can do, not avoiding anything that must be done and facing everything directly is the way. I forgive myself that I have accepted and al...