Ruben Journey to Life

Imagine T. Edison stopped when 100 prototypes of the light bulb failed, or your father doubted and didn't approach your mother - or vice versa, and the list goes on - Failing to act is the sure way to fail while success is inevitable in action - eventually. Relentless is the word. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hype myself to only go into a negative later I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that depression is an attempt to control my environment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is something that I want that I perceive I can't have when I get depressed I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enjoy the hype energy instead of simply walking the commitments I make I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to stop writing - instead of seeing, relizing and understanding that I will not give up until I stand I for...

  I've been without writing for close to five days, which was not in the plans, I am back. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself not write I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can do the physical act of writing once a day no matter what I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is impossible to give up on oneself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make it difficult for myself by not writing I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not write I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I stand up for myself no one will I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose faith in myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on writing I ...