Day 80: Lazy days

Living the word laziness, self-avoidance, avoiding the present. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the present and me as fucked up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to avoid the present by sleeping I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid self-responsibility by sleeping I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to avoid myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can never avoid myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to embrace myself instead of try to avoid it I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not embrace myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to k myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that dying is regretful is an understatement I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pursue fee...