Ruben Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a secret agenda of survival instead of standing up for Equality unconditionally  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that life is simple when I commit to do what is Best for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in behaviors that are not Best for Me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the very thing I resist is what I should do I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for energy every time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in thinking I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I can stop my thoughts I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I walk the practical application of Self Forgiveness I will not change I forgive myself that I have accepted and...

I can ask to you, why are you participating in wars? But then I watch inside of myself and I see that I also participate in wars within my mind and many times comit despicable acts that no one sees. The wars stop within oneself first, as real wars are but the materialization of our mind participation where we are spiteful beyond belief, and commit aggression daily. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for participating in wars instead of seeing my responsibility of stopping all wars and conflict within myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must end within myself all that I see outside of myself that is not best for all I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the best gift I can gift to everyone else an the world is the best me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to walk the talk in perfecting myself to show everyone = it is possibl...

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take it easy I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that judging what I do as difficult only makes it difficult and judging it as easy only makes it easy -- yet I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see that by not judging I am better prepared to face any challenge or task because in judging it as easy I can underestimate the task - so I should not judge a task I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge things as easy or difficult instead of seeing that it depends on my skill I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush things - no rush no pause I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to go full speed/full throttle I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I go full throttle the engine will break soon enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself ...

By Eric Pouhier - own work by Eric Pouhier, CC BY-SA 2.5, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=4211031   I used to think that if I became homeless then I would create such a ruckus that it would make the world change, which is not true and a miscalculation of the mind, because when I am if ever am homeless, then it is = too late. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I become homeless I will change the world in one go I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can change the world being homeless - which is not true I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am effective while I am stable in my life with a roof over my head and walking my process I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put excuses to not stand up unconditionally such as this one of thinking and believing that if I become homeless I will change the world I forgiv...

  I forgive myself that I have acepted and allowed myself to not be here as breath in every moment of breath I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my father is always with me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can seize the opportunity to stand up in every moment of breath I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can stop myself from falling I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that 'falling' is an excuse to not stand up/ postpone standing up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself when I fall instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that all fall is Self-fall I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am responsible for All I do and say I forgive myself that I have...