Day 6: Homelesness is Final

By Eric Pouhier - own work by Eric Pouhier, CC BY-SA 2.5, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=4211031

 

I used to think that if I became homeless then I would create such a ruckus that it would make the world change, which is not true and a miscalculation of the mind, because when I am if ever am homeless, then it is = too late.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I become homeless I will change the world in one go

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can change the world being homeless - which is not true

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am effective while I am stable in my life with a roof over my head and walking my process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put excuses to not stand up unconditionally such as this one of thinking and believing that if I become homeless I will change the world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up for myself unconditionally

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I become Life right where I am standing up for myself - then I will be a slave and miss the opprtunity of a lifetime

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allwoed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am of no relevance as long as I am the mind

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am irrelevant as long as I am not Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allwoed myself to fear being homeless

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to die on the streets

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear suffering 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself no one will

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the homeless don't have a voice and only people with money have a voice

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that to have a voice I have to be financially stable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I stand up for myself no one will stand up for me

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