Ruben Journey to Life

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapping myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can be trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapped by my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am a convict of my own convictions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am free I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my only freedom is to choose what is Best for All every time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that none is free until All are free I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to always win and if I perceive I lose become angry I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe winning is winning, not seeing that it isn't necessarily so, winning is losing also I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that losing doesn't have to be necessarily negative or a disadvantage  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to concern myself with winning and losing I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my wants are not always the best for me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that wether I lose or win it is only a perception of the ego I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I get what I want it will be what I need I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that wanting and desire are but a burden I forgive myself ...

I can ask to you, why are you participating in wars? But then I watch inside of myself and I see that I also participate in wars within my mind and many times comit despicable acts that no one sees. The wars stop within oneself first, as real wars are but the materialization of our mind participation where we are spiteful beyond belief, and commit aggression daily. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for participating in wars instead of seeing my responsibility of stopping all wars and conflict within myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must end within myself all that I see outside of myself that is not best for all I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the best gift I can gift to everyone else an the world is the best me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to walk the talk in perfecting myself to show everyone = it is possibl...

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take it easy I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that judging what I do as difficult only makes it difficult and judging it as easy only makes it easy -- yet I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see that by not judging I am better prepared to face any challenge or task because in judging it as easy I can underestimate the task - so I should not judge a task I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge things as easy or difficult instead of seeing that it depends on my skill I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush things - no rush no pause I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to go full speed/full throttle I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I go full throttle the engine will break soon enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself ...