Day 9: Easy

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take it easy

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that judging what I do as difficult only makes it difficult and judging it as easy only makes it easy -- yet I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see that by not judging I am better prepared to face any challenge or task because in judging it as easy I can underestimate the task - so I should not judge a task

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge things as easy or difficult instead of seeing that it depends on my skill

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush things - no rush no pause

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to go full speed/full throttle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I go full throttle the engine will break soon enough

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be at the end when I am at the beginning 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the beginning is equally important as the end

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear consequence 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that taking my time with the beginning should be done with the end as well

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how my words will be received

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as soon as I have started something, desire to finish it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I can only get the best consequence when I walk and talk what is Best

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I can only get the Best consequence when I do what is Best thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to avoid consequence instead of want consequence that is best

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that consequence is another name for results

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that doing what is Best for All will result in consequence that is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that making mistakes is a way of finding the way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let fear guide my decisions instead of what is best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think how this will be received instead of seeing that this is like predicting the future, I will only hurt myself trying to predict the future, as the Tao Te Ching says.