Ruben Journey to Life

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapping myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can be trapped I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am trapped by my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my own beliefs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am a convict of my own convictions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am free I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my only freedom is to choose what is Best for All every time I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that none is free until All are free I forgive myself that I have accepted a...

I can ask to you, why are you participating in wars? But then I watch inside of myself and I see that I also participate in wars within my mind and many times comit despicable acts that no one sees. The wars stop within oneself first, as real wars are but the materialization of our mind participation where we are spiteful beyond belief, and commit aggression daily. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for participating in wars instead of seeing my responsibility of stopping all wars and conflict within myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must end within myself all that I see outside of myself that is not best for all I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the best gift I can gift to everyone else an the world is the best me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to walk the talk in perfecting myself to show everyone = it is possibl...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that life is conspiring to be free I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am not separate I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am One and Equal as Life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect from others I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up for myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense of Oneness and Equality I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am my thoughts I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe we are separate I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself in behaviors such as porn ...