Day 5: Consequence and Standing Up

 

I forgive myself that I have acepted and allowed myself to not be here as breath in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my father is always with me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can seize the opportunity to stand up in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can stop myself from falling

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that 'falling' is an excuse to not stand up/ postpone standing up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself when I fall instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that all fall is Self-fall

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am responsible for All I do and say

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself  and not given myself credit for the days that I have already walked in the Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not flow like the river to the sea

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is me that makes my process complicated

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that pushing the limits as in doing stuff that is 'out there' and dangerous instead of standing up unconditionally immediately is Ego - because without Ego I would apply myself immediately without delay

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in Ego in wanting to fuck up my life first before I forgive myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the one that I experience now as I am, is the I am that will be at the end of the process, less the Mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself if I stop the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the process lasts for 7 to 14 years and if I manage to stand throughout this I will have made it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to stand as an example for myself and for others of what is possible to be and become in this life as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have support from the Dimensions even if I don't see it yet

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose faith in myself when I had gone through difficulty and depression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not say Thank You to all in the Dimensions for the support - Thank You

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to say Thank You to all of Existence for making it possible that I am in this position able to walk my process with an Elite treatment and ease, and say that I will honor my commitment of doing what is Best for All in Oneness and Equality with grace and for the grace of Life always

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live the word Grace for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not live the words such as Brave, Honor, by redefining it to what is Best for All through the process of Living Words

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delay my standing for many years, in disregard of Life

I commit myself to stand absolute in Oneness and Equality as Life Here no matter what in every moment of Breath doing what is Best for All

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