Day 52: General Self-Forgiveness


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am never alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to take shortcuts

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is difficult to stand up for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to practically change myself and not try to change the world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need masturbation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I don't direct myself I will live out a preprogrammed life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be right

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am supported by Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can stand up for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that choice is an illusion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is a god

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is something higher than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is someone more important than me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard all life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself no one will

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that death does not exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for patterns

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am the creator in a shared reality of creators


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