Day 39: Key to Myself


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist writing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to avoid writing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I support myself no one will do it for me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I decide what happens to me ultimately

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in a way the world is in my hands

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to shun responsibility for myself and this reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot change my reality or that of this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am created in the image and likeness of God and what that entails

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to inevitably take responsibility for myself, here or in the hereafter

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have the key to myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is no one coming to save me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have the patience so far to support myself effectively

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that my stay on Earth has a time limit, so I must support myself effectively before that date

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that laziness won't take me anywhere but to demise

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't be successful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe success is money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that success is not having money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that self transformation is success

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that even if I don't see it is possible that I become rich it doesn't mean I can't be successful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be powerful instead of seeing dominating self requires more virtue than dominating others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I lack anything such as a partner instead of being content with what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that overcoming addiction goes first' to building anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide in addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be happy when I aquire or get something outside myself instead of being content with myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is a fact that I am a loser instead of seeing that I have created myself

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