Day 38: Porn Harms


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to masturbate to porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go back to watching porn every time I stop

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the obvious abuse that is porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am supporting abuse in participating in porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put as an excuse to watch porn that 'I don't have a girlfriend'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that porn makes me less likely to be attractive to females

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use porn as opium to procrastinate and not do anything else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not develop effective masturbation without pixels

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowatching porn I am in severe trouble

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the energy of masturbating to porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to stop porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put excuses to not stop porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue watching porn after forgiving myself every time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make myself to be the victim with porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that continuing to watch porn after forgiving myself is self treason

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treason myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I allow myself to treason myself in one area of my life it spreads to all others like a cancer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I enjoy porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that porn undermines many areas of my life like confidence and causes premature ejaculation

I commit myself to stop porn

I commit myself to not use any electronic/visual device to masturbate with

I commit myself to remind myself that I don't need porn


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