Day 7: Losers Watch Porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to watch porn


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for watching porn


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am better than watching porn


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that porn is self abuse


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to control myself


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to breathe whenever I crave porn


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am the porn craving/craver instead of seeing, realizing and  understanding that it is the mind that wants it


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand all the abuse that goes within the porn industry


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am capable of stopping porn completely


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that who I am do not want porn


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can breathe whenever there are cravings


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am able to stop porn and masturbation


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that whenever I ‘fall’ is because I was not really standing


I commit myself to remind myself only my mind wants to watch porn and that who I really am do not need it or want it


I commit myself to remind myself all sex images are a no go


I commit myself to remind myself to see that porn is merely checking if I am standing or not


When and as I want to watch porn, I stop and I breathe.

I realize that who I really am don’t wach porn and that it is a test.

Thus I commit myself to stand no matter what without tuning on porn.

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