Day 35: What do you live for?






I forgive myself that I have accepted and allwed myself to forget to live life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that addiction is not life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should avoid addiction and enjoy things that I truly enjoy instead

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I enjoy addiction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't really enjoy addiction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I enjoy other things way more than addiction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that addictions are not satisfying

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that addiction is not enjoyable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not release myself from addiction forevermore

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that addiction is insignificant in the grand scheme of things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget that addiction is false enjoyment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that without addictions I am free

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have other hobbies that I can enjoy other than addicctions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am limiting myself as long as I participate in addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can have much more fun without addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can make my life hell with addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I will enjoy myself ten times more without addictions

I commit myself to stop all addictions

I comit myself to remind myself that participating in addictions is not living

I comimt myself to remind myself to stop addictions in every moment of breath

I commit myself to not participate in addictions

I commit myself to stop addictions forevermore

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