Day 3: Participation


 

Changing my starting point of participation in this world, from wanting to have as many 'pleasurable' experiences as I can to instead utilize my participation to grow, expand and change, utilizing my experience to discover myself, purify myself as I correct my mind and my living to what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in life with the starting point of consumerism 'feel good' - wanting to accumulate good experiences instead of principled living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with hedonism and self interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to timeloop in my addictions such as porn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the gravity of the situation where every day I don't stand up for myself is a day lost and a day more of consequence for myself and All in this world, where 20 thousand children die each day

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be here in every moment of breath rebirthing myself as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I stand up, no one will stand up for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my opportunity, abuse self forgiveness in not changing in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the potential I have to change for myself and others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I create my life in awareness I will be creating my life in unawareness  - and I might not like it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the opportunities I have to correct myself this one life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can't blame anyone else for my life as I created it 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self responsibility in not taking care of myself consistently

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up tacitly by not walking steadfast

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in life from a point of self interest instead of the only valid point of Oneness and Equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into depression in seeing that I don't like what I created, instead of breathing and creating myself and my life within the principle of what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand how much more I can be and become if I apply myself in every moment of breath here

I commit myself to apply myself within the principle of what is Best for All

I commit myself to remind myself every and each day counts

I commit myself to remind myself to breathe in awareness in every moment

I commit myself to utilize all resources I can to short-circuit my process even if it means to go the long way - which may be the short one

I commit myself to remind myself that Everything is possible

I commit myself to walk steadfast daily




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