Day 2: Ego


Already going - and we are on day 2 - already going into Ego. Superiority. Bullshit. 

The whole point of the process to Life is to become One and Equal - Oneness and Equality on Earth.

Second day, becoming confident and cocky, instead of seeing, realising and understanding that I have to be alert, watchful as nothing is guaranteed in this world and maybe - maybe - I will not get to live long enough to make it in this life. But I will leave this blogs, and writings, and interviews/vlogs.


Confidence is not bad but feeling superior to others is, more than 'bad' is that is Separation.

If I believe I am better I am saying that the other person is Less - and this is simply not true. A being that crossed over and lived a point that he died without transcending, and then shared it on EQAFE.com as a Life review, I take my hat off for him/her. But in my great 'becoming' I saw myself as superior, big mistake.


We are all One and Equal as Life as who we really are in Oneness and Equality.


I have lived my life as a teen and before that, in the fine line I crossed of being bullied to being a bully, so whenever I see weakness in my midst I try to avoid it because I don't want to be put in the same bag as 'weak people'. 

I understand that it is a protection mechanism of not put myself in harms way, but it is separation nonetheless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior to others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being put in the same bag as other weak people and be bullied with them

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that all humans have weak points because there is none so far that transcended the mind as far as I know, so, even 'strong' people are weak/weak in some points

I forgive myself that I  have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from those that I consider weak to not get bullied/in fear of getting bullied

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into Ego because I am in this reality still and walking my process, instead of seeing realizing and understanding there is nothing to celebrate, every day thousands of kids die on Earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will get power through this process instead of seeing and understanding that if I desire power I will never have enough power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I wont become more than others through my Journey to Life - simply Equal and it is enough

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that Equality is enough.

I commit myself to walk steadfast within the realization that thousands of children die each day

I commit myself to stop placing judgement on people as weak

I commit myself to remind myself to walk humbly


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