Day 53: Common Sense over Nonsense


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be famous

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only by being famous others will listen to me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be heard by everyone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am fine without anyones attention

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I am fine by myself alone then I don't need anyones' attention

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be recognized

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  not recognize myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abandon myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my body die by using its substance when participating in the mind of feelings and emotions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that everyone loves me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that doing whats Best for All is natural

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to claim specialty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that none is free until All are free

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe Equality is not enough for me, and want to claim specialness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be special, more than, wiser, with more power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that real power is when everyone has Equal power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that when all are special then all is well, equally special

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