Day 114: Wanting to Help


 Sometimes I want to help others, and it is fine but I have to assess if I can because sometimes helping people comes from a point of ego/being superior/being a savior and furthermore I can't afford to help them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the ego design of being a savior

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that first and foremost I have to help myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in a superior point than others and want to help them from that standing point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not assess if I can afford to help people before I do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not assess if helping someone will be counterproductive to their process/path

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that sometimes helping means not helping someone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize help has to come from them and not external from me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am not a savior of any kind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and undestand that I have to see if help means not helping

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can't help someone that won't help themselves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that someone have to ask for help before I can help

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand helping as ego is not helping

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am not here to be a savior but help myself first and foremost

When and as I see myself wanting to help someone, I stop and I breathe. I realize everyone has their own path and is self responsible. Thus I don't interfere in any egotistical way.

When and as I see myself that I want to be a savior, I stop and I breathe. I realize it is an ego point and I let it go.

When and as I see myself that I want to help another, I stop and I breathe. I look within myself what of myself I can help instead.

I commit myself to stop helping people from an ego standing point.

I commit myself to not help unless asked and only if it will be feasible for both parts and not detrimental for any part, in any way.

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