Day 106: Recognition and Approval


 

Today I had a dream where many hugged me and others danced, it was 'acceptance' and 'recognition' the words that come up about this dream, wherere I was hugged and a performance/dance was done 'for me' - and there were famous people around. I enjoyed it, even a cat came by my side and gave me affection. I wake up from this dream like I had longed for this kind of recognition that it finally had materialized in a dream. From this I see how I like and want recognition and approval in my day to day life, so here is some self-forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want recognition for my work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want recognition for standing up for Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize myself and instead wanting others to recognize me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want approval from others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give approval to myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that others might not be aware of what I am doing or what I have done thus I cannot expect them to recognize me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to stand up as an individual and not expect others to recognize me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that recognition from others is not enough because as soon as I have it I still am wanting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is not about recognition from others but being certain that I am walking that which is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to make sure I am doing what's Best for All - starting with myself - and disregard all want and need for recognition or approval

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to be the one that approves of what I do after making sure it is what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it all boils down to self-trust

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself that I am doing what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need another to tell me if I am doing what is Best or not

I commit myself to remind myself to trust myself

I commit myself to breathe

I commit myself to make sure that I am Here breathing and taking the decisions that are Best for All

I commit myself to remind myself that Best for All starts with Self

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