Day 104: Ascension is Fraud



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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe when I die I will ascend

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blieve in ascension

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand my greed in wanting light and love while disregarding and leaving this world in a mess

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the only solution is Equality on Earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to and try to run away from the problems of this Earth by believing in something greater like ascension at death

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do basic math to see that disregarding Equality has a consequence of not continuing after death / ascension is fraud

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in light and love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe what I feel of light and love is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand one never feels another only 'about another' and that feeling is self-created and one decides how much it will last

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe when someone else says 'I love you' instead of understanding that it is unlikely it will last

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is best to have an Agreement instead of a relationship, where both parties agree on every point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that everyone is guilty of this greed of love and light by virtue of being born here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that love and light is like the money system where people with money give money to get more money and so is the love and light system, while disregarding the many that suffer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about all the people that suffers in this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the light and love works like the money system where they give love and light and experct it back while disregarding those that have nothing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to ascend to the 4th dimension or 5th dimension while leaving all the problems of Earth here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the delusion that there is a higher dimension(s)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is something nice waiting for me other than certain death if I die without doing what is Best for All as Equality

I commit myself to remind myself there is no 'better' after this

I commit myself to remind myself I have to stand for Equality for All

I commit myself to remind myself light and love will never be the solution

I commit myself to remind myself to write my Journey to Life to escape the delusion

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