Day 101: No Tomorrow

 


There is no tomorrow, show me 'tomorrow' = You can't because it is not real. I have started to see that to live without regret is to never leave anything for later, later also is of the mind - if I can do it I do it immediately, if I can't I will do it at another moment - I assess with self-honesty


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that procrastination is of the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that later and tomorrow do not exist in fact

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remind me of the 'do it or die' help to do things immediately as they are available

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as incompetent when leaving things for later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not kick the habit of procrastination

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that anything that enter my awareness I have to assess in self-honesty if I have to act on it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mysel to not see that my awarenes is like my field of vision, once something enters it, I can't deny it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that once I have made a decision I should not change it as weakness but only as flexibility because it makes sense/as new information arrives

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the importance of living in the moment Here and not procrastinating

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense of not procrastinating with the example of the body, if a cell didn't feel like do its task I would die soon enough / they act immediately always

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my behavior of procrastinating if I were a  cell would be developing cancer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to remove the concepts of tomorrow and later, when it is procrastination

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that everything is in reverse and whatever I want to put for tomorrow I have to walk today

I commit myself to walk immediately steadfast

I commit myself to remind myself of 'do it or die' whenever I want to procrastinate

I commit myself to remind myself of the consequences if I want to procrastinate and instead act immediately

I commit myself to remind myself that acting immediately will feel natural the more I do it



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