Day 95: Action = Act I On

Action: the fact or process of doing something, typically to achieve an aim.

I take action for money, it's called a job - but half of the times I have to act without that reward - for me I postpone - my aim is to never postpone ever again

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I do half the things I have to do I will get half the things I have to get

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that there is a time and place for everything and that I simply have to do what is needed in every moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I can do something flawlessly for money, I can do it for myself and my business 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only act if there is money to be made - or someone to please

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act to please my boss instead of being my own boss and doing what is needed in every breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe life will be difficult when I don't procrastinate ever - but it is in reverse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my past - asking me if I have done something wrong - instead of making sure slowly but surely that I make everything to the top of my ability

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that every time I postpone I am saying there is a future - when if I stop breathing for instance there is not

When and as I see myself about to procrastinate or postpone, I stop and I breathe. I realize that there is no future but only Here thus I commit myself to immediately do what is expedient/necessary

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I do a task that I resist I will only fail - when that is a bias and not true

When and as I see myself resisting to do something, I stop and I breathe. I tell myself that it will be interesitng to do that thing with resistance and so I commit myself to do the thing regardless

When and as I see myself as inferior or less than for a task, I stop and I breathe - I realize that I don't have to judge myself and thus I commit myself to do the task regardless

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