Day 84: Being Noticed

 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be noticed 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not notice myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that if I am not noticed maybe I am the 'lighthouse' that has to shine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mysel to not accept my role as a beacon for life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be what I want others to be

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to do what is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I must give first to recieve

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that is only by giving that one recieves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself down through addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that porn is a drug too

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I cannot be an example if I am not an example

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself for real I cannot be an example

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am wasting my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to learn to control myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that 'negative attention' is also attention 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want any attention I can get

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be grateful for the attention my human physical body has of me giving me life

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