Day 82: Worry, Consideration and Desire


About considering others and not giving attention to problems in my mind but face them in real time. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider others always in all ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be superior to others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the effect words and actions have on others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pursue energy in life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pursue gratification

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think of me only

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in less than best for all things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself through my actions and inactions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that desire will always be here as a test

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that not following desire builds character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tempt myself by continually thinking of that which I desire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the mind that advertises what I desire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop the mind whenever the thoughts as advertisements of desire come up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry in my mind instead of seeing that it is pointless as it does not solve or help solve the problem

I commit myself to trust myself in facing in the moment any problem that may arise

I commit myself to stop mulling about worrying things in my mind


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