Day 79: Interconnectedness

 Bernard Poolman who I would call my greatest mentor, said to make blogs consistenty because from it depends that people will stand up this life or not, so it is very important.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow apathy to control if I write a blog or not instead of doing it as principle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that from me standing depends other beings standing - or not

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that this process is Not only about me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that many people can be supported from consistent blogging

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget that we are all in this

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up - many others won't stand up - and viceversa

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the interconnectedness of us all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that this process is not only about myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't have to do things because I feel like it but on principle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I will have to face all the beings I haven't helped if I don't blog consistently

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that blogging is a chain reaction of beings standing up for Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget the importance of daily blogging

I commit myself to remind myself the importance of daily blogging

I commit myself to write blogs disregarding how I feel about it

I commit myself to remind myself that resistances to write are not real