78: Why So Negative?


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be negative towards everything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have things that I don't have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not write the blog every day as much as I can

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not place into perspective my situation with for example the people that is in wars currently

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to my living situation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to despise my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that life is how I take it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to get attention from others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give attention to myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge life as 'too dificult' when it is not in fact so in my case

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act weak when I am not in fact so

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain myself with money and be upset when it runs out

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as incapable of generate money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mismanage money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for porn when I experience pressure in my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the immense opportunity I have for myself even if I go through a difficult month economically


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