Day 68: So Much Community!




When I went to San Diego I started to see it, but man, when I went to Miami to the second Self Perfected event I found a group of people that, rather than 'obnoxiously perfect' were rather of a different kind! I was able to connect on a deeper level to everyone I talked to for more than a few minutes, and it was super interesting to see how applying the tools of the group they developed themselves and changed themselves so much!

I am excited as to what the next event will hold!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can make it on my own

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can change the world by myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the power and strength lies in the group

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am one alone but together we are a force to reckon

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that not any action I can make or set of actions I can make alone can cause the world to change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have a following

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be regarded as more than others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that alone I am irrelevant

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the stronger the group is, the stronger I am therefore

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that it is 'all of us or none of us'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if people listen to 'me' they will be able to overcome their programming while 'it takes a village to raise a child' and so it takes a group to support an individual

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I should be building community wherever I am

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am not alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that as a group we walk beside each other not one in front of the other but as equals

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am one and equal as Life - and so have to walk as equals with the rest of the group

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am as strong as the group is

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I should look up to the group yet remember I am an individual with self-responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I don't have to wait to build community around me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I bring people to the group they won't be supported as I have been

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the word cult is fear mongering by the system so no group that supports Life is ever created

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am already a part of a group called Life and whomsoever group supports Life is the only commonsensical group

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