Day 63: Expecting Reward

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect a reward in what I do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not walk as principle 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't need rewards 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have been conditioned to chase rewards only 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want recognition in what I do 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can do anything as principle

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel empty whenever I see I don't get a reward I expected or wanted 

Intro ChatGPT section:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek external validation and rewards for my actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my worth is determined by the rewards and recognition I receive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel disappointed and unworthy when I don't receive a reward for my efforts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to measure my success by the amount of praise and rewards I get from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to crave recognition and rewards as a means to feel valued and appreciated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to depend on external rewards to motivate me instead of finding intrinsic motivation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel resentful and bitter when my efforts are not acknowledged or rewarded.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my self-esteem on the external rewards I receive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase after rewards instead of focusing on the joy and fulfillment of the process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anxious and stressed when I don't receive the expected rewards for my work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect my own sense of accomplishment in favor of external rewards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel jealous and envious of others who receive more rewards and recognition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am only worthy of love and respect if I achieve and receive rewards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pressured to constantly perform and excel to gain rewards and approval.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inadequate and insecure without external validation and rewards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore my own inner voice and desires in pursuit of external rewards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prioritize the pursuit of rewards over my own well-being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel unfulfilled and empty even when I do receive rewards and recognition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget that my true value and worth come from within, not from external rewards.