Day 59: According to Plan



When I used to plan for a day I used to hate it, because I would make a very demanding plan most of the time that it was not realistic so I would simply procrastinate most of the day if not all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make impossible daily plans and then procrastinate on them

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not make it easy for me to follow a plan I made

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to plan because I procrastinated on my daily plans before

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive plans as strict and difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to make plans that I can take into action

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist planning my day because I used to procrastinate in the past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that plans don't need to be too much

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make plans that are too demanding

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remember 'man know thyself' and so not make realistic plans for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate on my plans

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put expecations on mysel too high and end up not doing any of my plans

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that is better to make an easier plan and follow it than make it very demanding and difficult and not do it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have to start with baby steps and over time I will be able to handle more and more

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to be self honest when making plans

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge plans as difficult instead of seeing I made them difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can make planning fun for me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate and resist planning

I commit myself to make plans that I can complete

I commit myself to plan according to my current ability

I commit myself to remind myself to be flexible yet firm with my plans



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