Day 41: False Scarcity


 Today I had a dream where I had a professional fishing pole and was fishing on a boat for big fish, then I received a call saying that I can't do that and I am supposed to fish from the shore with a cheap pole for smaller fish, as if there is scarcity, to portray scarcity propaganda when in reality there is no scarcity, so it was the voice of a 'big brother' type system. I also had a nice car that had doors open vertically.

In this dream I can see my scarcity mindset where I believe I can only get the minimum in life but my inner self is rebelling saying that I can have abundance if I overcome this mindset and refuse to live in the bare minimum.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to live in scarcity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can decide to fish in the bigger pond

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can aim high instead of on the bare minimum

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am my only limitation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't live in abundance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't get more and be more this life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is me who decides everything about myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to give in to mediocrity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can live in abundance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe ambition is bad

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that improving my financial situation is not selfish

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on my dreams

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that nothing and no one is preventing me from improving myself

I commit myself to improve myself at all levels personal and financial

I commit myself to remind myself that I am the creator of myself

I commit myself to remind myself that I can be and become more

I commit myself to remind myself that I am living to become the best version of myself 



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