Day 34: Worst Fears


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have 'worst fears'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going back to addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to overcome addiction

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that 'every step is on the way'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am able to decide what I do in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myselft to fear going back to old patterns and behaviors

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that every breath is a new beginning and opportunity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am the deciding factor in what I do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing control

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that all fears are pointless

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am Here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that every moment it is me that directs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to accept my past, present, and work to change my future

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear forgetting who I am

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear forgetting to support myself and falling for addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I will never give up on myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in my wants and desires

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can put strategies in place to support myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am capable of anything 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am limited by my own limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my own limitations are real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can stop any limitation at any given time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that no matter how long it takes, I commit myself to support myself no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can trust myself to do what is best for me at any given time within the context of what is best for all


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