Day 30: Heaven is Here

 I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the beings that played god are in fact equal and the same as me or anyone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ever consider if God is real despite the obvious proof on Earth that there is no god as seen in the disregard for Life in general

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as if I have an afterlife

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as if I have another life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not care about Earth

I forgive myself that I ave accepted and allowed myself to fear taking practical steps to change myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that claiming fear 'made me not change myself' is invalid

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that all fear is invalid

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that the real fear should be of consequence for not standing up for myself and thus

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up for myself in every breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to do self forgiveness to feel good for a little bit and then forget about the world and focus on self interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in self interest and not care about the world or self-change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remind myself of the dying and starving children and adults of the world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not extend my hand to the hungry and dying everywhere by standing up for myself in every moment in fact

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the consequence for me disregarding everyone else

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I have to learn to care about others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not here to pass the time but to change myself and the world as myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in fact be here to pass the time and 'have a good time' - disregarding all other Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will have any privilege when I die

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that at death al that will be waiting will be my dishonesties and facing the consequences thereof

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that anything that anyone has been able to do, I can do too

I commit myself to stand up for myself - and for all - in every breath

I commit myself to remind myself I am not here on vacation

I commit myself to walk the 7 year to Life process effectively

I commit myself to walk the Structural Resonance Alignment effectively