Day 27: If Nothing Changes - Change Yourself


 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want outside change to happen instead of changing myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect change from others instead of me changing myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't have to wait for anyone in order to change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am in charge of my own Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want change to come from the outer instead of seeing that it can come from the inner as well

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that definitive change always come from the inner and if it comes from the outer it is usually too late

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want change to come form the outer instead of seeing that I can will it from the inner/from me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am capable of changing myself at any and every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that nothing will 'make me change' as effetively as I can make myself change, and that if such a point of outside change manifests, it means there is great consequence that came along such as dying before I have sorted out myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to make me change and wait for 'outside forces' before I change myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I better change myself before it is too late.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see this opportunity I have to change myself called life, as when death arrives it is too late

When and as I see myself wanting change to come from the outer, I stop and I breathe. I realise that change that is of relevance and timely change comes from the inner as usually change that comes from the outer comes with great consequence.

When and as I see myself that I want others to change, I stop and I breathe. I realise that I can only change myself and so I stop wanting others to change and instead change myself.

When and as I see that I am angry at others for not changing, I stop and I breathe. I realize that there is no use of wanting others to change but to change myself effectively is the only way and also a way to be an example.

I commit myself to be an example of self-change

I commit myself to remind myself that I have to be the change I want to see in the world

I commit myself to remind myself I can be the change I want to see in others

I commit myself to remind myself that I can be the one I have been waiting for

I commit myself to remind myself that I am the one I have been waiting for all this time

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