Day 25: Savior is You


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am capable of all that I set my mind to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself by looking at my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can become more in every moment of breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become bored instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that I am going through a process of detox from all addictions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge boredom as bad

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to give myself purpose

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the whole 'grow up and have children' adage of this planet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can become whatever I set my mind to/towards

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, ralise and understand the importance of not giving up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up in not having an energy motivator

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to motivate myself through energy of the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I make a change in my life nothing will

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to make a difference in my life for change to be real in my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for a savior to save myself instead of seeing that I am my own saviour or non-savior

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I give up there will be no one rescuing me

I commit myself to direct myself to stand up for myself in every moment of breath

I commit myself to remind myself to take it easy and at least not go backwards

I commit myself to remind myself that not repeating the past is going forward

I commit myself to remind myself to take it easy yet being Here breathing looking at opportunities for self change

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