Day 23: Grateful or Wanting


 I forgive myself that I have accpted and allowed myself to desire to have more than what I have, isntead of being grateful for what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that being grateful for what I have will take me out of the misery of always wanting more

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have fame and be recongnized

I forgive myself that I have not accpted and allowed myself to see the peace I have now that I am not famous or reconginzed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not value what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand the value of what I have in terms of my physical body and the life I am living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ungrateful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have everything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going backwards to 'not having' instead of  'progressing' or moving forward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if I have been able to position myself where I am now, I will be able to position myself further/in a better position

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my position in terms of the money I have and where I live

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am able to move forward in my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that that I have everything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not value what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have peace

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have time

I forgive myself that I have not accetpted and allowed myself to see that I am independant

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame someone 'out there' for my life instead of seeing, realizing and understanding I put myself where I am now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have everything

I commit myself to remind myself of what I have whenever I want more

I commit myself to be grateful for what I have

I commit myself to remind myself that there is no need to fear losing what I have

I commit myself to organize my time effectively to make the most out of it

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